Like monroe, I’m expected to flow
words off my tongue like a gem-encrusted riverbed, but words are not an endless river.
Ideas perhaps are to incessantly run like river patterns through barricaded dams of logic and emotion, but somehow, like…
Now I’m getting caught in my metaphor for ideas
rushing down from my mind into
my interpretation of heart & intuition of soul,
where they finally reach the life on my tongue,
lest, I can communicate to You
the pearl of my p–
There we go!
That’s where I was going with this.
Published.
Seeking.
Sun & Nymph -
Tales for Psalms & Solomon
poetry | 67 poem collection, 7376 words
themes of alchemy, forgiveness, sexuality, Gospel of Mary, a love letter to the Animus
Four Me -
A Self Portrait
short story | 3,096 words
themes of inner child, self-acceptance, absurdist, finger-painting galaxies
Goddess of Flesh & Green
poetic short story | 705 words
themes of wild deer, nature symphonies, harmonic dissonance
FICTION
COCK CONSCIOUS - SOLO TANTRA FOR HIM
book, audio-guide, workbook
Guide for men on sexual alchemy: transforming a habit into a practice of sacred
self-mastery through Tantric teachings and the Gospel of Mary
NON-FICTION
JESUS SAID
anthology
Collection of all 14 texts that directly quote Jeshua the Nazarene, sourced from New Testament, translated by David Bentley Hart and the Nag Hammadi Scriptures, and Aramaic translations by Neil Douglas-Klotz.
GOOD NEWS OF THE SON OF MAN
anthology
Collection of all gospel accounts of apostles, sourced from New Testament, translated by David Bentley Hart, and the Nag Hammadi Scriptures
In the works.
ASHES IN WATER
historical fiction novel
In Pompeii, a student archaeologist is thrown into an ancient reckoning involving man-eating mermaids after she realizes her dream journal conveys the same artifacts she is excavating from an unmarked grotto shrine to a goddess.
Themes explore primordial femininity, sexual rites and sacrifice, sacred union, redemption
HEIMAT / IT'S IN THE WIND
historical fiction TV series
In the shadow of the American Suffragette, explore the aftermath of Birth of a Nation, the rise of Ku Klux Klan, and escalation into WWI through the eyes of four vastly different women experiencing different sides of these rising cultural tensions.
Themes explore Black Madonna, the transition of whiteness from class identifier to cultural identifier, cult authoritarianism & US WWI-era racism
AND THE SEA WAS NO MORE
science fiction novel
A shapeshifting AI sex doll is reprogrammed to catalogue religious texts and births a new world in the imminent AI apocalypse.
Themes explore a twist on the AI-Antichrist trope and re-imagine a future of life
FICTION
NON-FICTION
ISHTAR SUNDAY
book
Contrasting the conventional atonement theory, utilizing the political lens of the Cult of Isis, the crucifixion and resurrection of Jeshua the Nazarene was a very real act with tangible political power that served to unify anti-emperor sentiment throughout the various gentile mystery schools across the Roman empire, fueling mass persecution before Roman infiltration with the first Council of Nicaea
THE ONE IS MANY (AND THE MANY IS ONE)
essay
An exploration of Brahmic influences on the roots of Abraham's religion and the Shaivic influences on Jeshua the Nazarene's teachings, exposing the plausibility of an ancient source belief system that once connected them all.
STARSEED CHRIST
essay
Comparing and contrasting the cosmology expressed in the Nag Hammadi Scriptures with the modern New Age phenomenon "starseeds" to whittle out what is psyop and what has weight, a timeline revealed to the past thousands of years ago is shown playing out today.
LITERGY OF THE ROSE
essay
The teachings from the Nag Hammadi Scriptures convey an innate power of the Feminine that reflect a gospel, which would have been shared by followers of the Three Marys: Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, and Mary Shalom.